CRAZILY DISAPPOINTED

I have been disappointed by my friends
So called friends
I have seen life
Still without a kid nor wife

Concluded the eluded face
Of social integrated pace
On which falsified truth
Give way to a lie so smooth

I kill still at will with...
I lie, I am a bonafide saint
Heart so clear it could be a myth
Tainted hated spirited waves sent faint

Once thrown to the wolves
But came back leading the pack
The Eye Of The Tiger playing...
As I proclaim it my 2016 theme track

King of my own throne
As lamb fur coated niggaz rounded
At the round table as my army
But eyes opened to wolves that got me surrounded

Why do we socialize ourselves with packs?
Hanging around with burning trees
Like a 4/20 jury of Owls
Getting high, shit must seize

Metsi a Leshata be blinding our judgement
Judging the once judged as jury
Pushing disturbed half naked swag
Until happiness changes to fury

I try to practice what I preach
Yet I have been told I have too much pity
Forgiving and forgetting passed sins
As they keep Fok giving and forgetting me

Mind my words into your mind
This are words from a loner
Crazy mind be my salvation
As I stand strong and alone like a BONER

*poetry_for_gods_by_man*

GOD THE COMEDIAN!!!

I bet God is a stand-up comedian
Serious
And we are His politicians
We give Him material

He got malicious timing
Hit you with a serious left hook punch line
Leave you speechlessly miming
Out of your mind

Expect the unexpected
Thunder roars with His laughter
Earthquake your life
And tornado it into a spiral... Nah
Tshwa daar

He gives "funny" another meaning
I mean He chuckles on His own joke
You crumble at His expense
Leave you eyed-fogged in clear smoke

Give the All Mighty a bells
Even captain Morgan needs two feet grounded
Makes Johnny walker walk stranded
In a savage savanna of hunters, dry and pounded

I take my hat off to Him
Clap sounds in a standing ovation
I give my faith for Him to autograph 
Because my belief has just been through ovulation

I lack understanding
For I understand I'll stand under Him
For He is omniscience
For I will be with Him in paradise, Mauritius

The director of all angels
I call them His groupies
For everywhere I see, He is there
Omnipresence in His protection, devil please!!!

I forgot to renew His contract in my life
But He just kept on giving his performance still
I look onto Him on the stage
As He performs miracles at will

Just heard good news, Old and New Testament
I'm a father because of The Father
Now that's 1 Corinthians (13)
I bet God is a stand-up comedian above all comedians

*poetry_for_gods_by_man*

I THOUGHT IT WAS EAZY

For I not build
What I thought is sealed
Only time showed it's true colours
And not balance for life, but tilt

I'm betrayed by the heart
For I not know where to start
Is it me? That I don't know
But I truly played my part

I'm lost in time
I've lost what's mine
I've lost my sense of control
Ive touched what I thought is the innocent water, but I can't get wine

I pray every night for her
I name her like she is here
I protect her soul beyond
I ask myself if she does hear

I said it's done
I said it's over
I said I can't take it anymore
I can't be named a lover

It was Eazy
It was tricky
It was prickly
But it never was, Eazy


#Program_Over_And_Succeeded

Secondary program not reached.
I'm still a bachelor and not a dad. 
All is cancelled. 

#I_Sleep


Poetry_For_Gods_by_Man

ENLIGHTMENT

Ngi mbopha Lana
Lento yako sana
Sheba mona Motho
Tlogela go e dire ntho

Life was easy when they were easy
Life was easy when you were Eazy
Ke Leboga Modimo ka Koketso
E ke e thotsing go wena, jeso

Mahlatsi a lerato a tlileng
Motho potso ke gore Kebarileng
Ba ba tlile le ba ba fitileng
Waka o tla neng?

Tsholofelo e kwa godimo
Magwile fatshe ke rapela Modimo
DiNaledi di mpontsa tlala
Sejatlhapi se buile, romantic ge o ka se bala

Retrospect from maina
Tlogela comforter, taba e ke inner
Taba e e kotlang ka mo gare
Wa Sheba morago, o thola e le thari

Megwaga ya tlhokagala go tlhaloganya
Thabela go BA ngwana
Nako e fofa go phala sefofane
Thobalano ke ticket, go bua Skhothane

Ke lapisitse ke bophelo
Botlhoko BA pelo
Ke tla bua ka re, "ga se selo"
Nnete ke gore, ... KE PELO

Fake smile on my face
All my shit out of place
Negotiating my pace
Seems I'm the joker, wonder who is the ace

Watch this space
Watch this face
I'll learn
And I'll return!!!

*poetry_for_gods_by_man*

GOD'S JOKE ON APRIL FOOLS

As I lay here
Lies buried beside my bed
A heavy heart pleads...
With the gods
That it doesn't turn out that bad

Mosquito bites bite my dead skin
My blood toxicity supplied from a near numb heart
I fall flat, that's the irony of it
This might be the beginning of the ending start

I falsely smile as scars deepen
I slowly pace myself as I weaken
I hold my chest as my heart sicken
I look unto God as I pray like a deacon

My brain races to conclusion
As it garnishes my debts to the world
My souls try to intercept this mind pollution
As it feels like it's bargained to the devil, SOLD

The past's future seemed bright
The present's future seems light
A person's dream can be crushed in the night
Open your eyes to see the night's slight light shine bright

I have hope in love not war
You just needs the right tools
Not a good start to my month thou
I'll take it as God's joke on April fools

*poetry_for_gods_by_man*

PROFOUND SOUND

Bound by the profound sound of this silence. 
Almost two years thou the upbringing of his name brings loneliness to the house, for the 3rd time
Even my absolute ignorance can't ignore the absolute fact that it's an absolute issue. 
Absolutely sad
Need not be mad
It's said time heals
But time was still clocking in the past
My step in the future sees a white dress on her
My stand in the present sees a ring on her finger
But my look in the past sees the end
She demands a reshuffle with her actions
Her past being engaged
Her present being wed
Her future being divorced
I stand strong in this love game like monopoly
But she might be faking it like monopoly... Money
Our love is flaming hot
Our chemistry is electrifying
But our bond... Might not be fully paid!!!

I sit here like a jealous husband
I sit here cos I'm a concerned fiancée
I once sat here being an over-protective boyfriend

Bound by the profound sound of this silence.
Mount hound surround my doubt
Increase my voice
As I increase my FONT

UNDERSTAND THIS WORDS OF MY HEART. 
BEFORE I LOSE MY LOVE FOR YOU ENTIRELY... EXCEPT FOR YOUR BUTT


*poetry_for_gods_by_man*

SMOOTH CRIMINAL

WORDS TEND TO LOSE ME
WHILE EYES BE DECEIVING
MALE SPECIES HAVE IT HARD
BECAUSE THEY AIN'T THE ONES RECEIVING.

I MET HER ON THE DANCE FLOOR
SEDUCTIVE BODY MOVES CAPTURED MY LUSTFUL ATTENTION
BOUND BY EYE CONTACT
ASS MOVING AS IF SPELLING HER NAME IN THE AIR
MY FEELINGS THAT TIME? I CAN'T MENTION

PRIDE COLLAPSED AS WE COLLIDED IN THE MIDDLE
ABSENCE OF BEINGS AROUND AROUSE
OUR SPEECH IMPAIRMENT SPOKE OF LIKES AND DISLIKES
CLUB TYPE OF GIRL IMPRESSED BY A QUART THAN A ROSE

CONVERSATION PERCEIVED HER AS A DOMESTICATED FUN GAL
TYPE I WOULD INDULGE IN AT SANDTON, MENLYN AND EUROPA
AS NIGHT LOOMS WE BE INDOOR EXERCISING THE BAD DEED
SUNRISE FINDS HER ON THE FLOOR, NAKED 'A KOROPA'

BUT ALL CAME CRUMBLING DOWN AS AGE CAME INTO LIGHT
A LUSTY UNDER 16 WITH A CRAVE FOR CRAVEN MEN
ANIMATION TERM PASTED ON THIS TYPE OF LIL GALS
I CAN'T SEE MYSELF MOUNTING A BEN10

WALKED AWAY AS I CHOSE FREEDOM OVER JAIL-TIME
CRAZY THOUGHTS WENT MINIMAL
BUT IF AM CAUGHT, I WOULD MOONWALK IN THAT CELL
BECAUSE MY GOTH-SWAG WOULD MAKE ME A SMOOTH CRIMINAL

*poetry_for_gods_by_man*